2011-08-30

At the current moment I feel that my rage at myself can make me self-destruct. This careless error is irreversible and forever damaging and I hate myself for it. I can't get over it and this feeling honestly feels worse than been forever unemployed. I screwed up my perfect plan and ruined everything and anything possible. I'm irritated at how I can't even fix it right now because no one's working!! uuuuurrrgggg. Without fixing this I can never properly do anything else. Damn.