2011-04-23 dream...

Last night, I had a dream...Jes and I are selling shaved ice. M rode this couple bike with Nicole and I think he wanted shaved ice...I don't remember because I was freaking out on the inside of seeing him with Nicole and wondering how the heck those two got together. But then he said to me, "What? Are you jealous? Come on man life goes on." (in that tone of his >__<) and he just rode his lovely little bike away. But the way he looked at me seems like he said it on purpose to see my reaction/sadness? I think I was feeling mixed emotions of anger and sadness? But anyhow I somehow got onto the couple bike...there was this third seat. And I started speed pedalling down this street in china where I got my first perm. Then I was on a single bike and I was doing these crazy bike tricks too. Those two were biking behind me...was I trying to impress? Anyhow, by the time I got home, I was biking on a single bike by myself and I had the faint memory of M coming in the same community behind me (those communities where there's a bike parking lot in China). After I enter the house, he disappeared. But I do remember somehow getting a grand piano from great uncle down in the basement while selling our smaller on top floor. Then dad started saying we need to hide expensive things away and I opened this cupboard full of different containers. They are floral patterned with the word rosewater on it...and I don't remember the rest. I guess in a way, I'm kinda sad I'm leaving my piano...but it's been a long while since I last thought about M so I was quite surprised when thinking back of my dream.